Waiting for biopsy results, breast cancer

I found a small lump in my right breast 3 weeks ago. My GP referred me to the breast clinic and I had breast screening last Wednesday, mammogram and ultrasound. The lump on my right breast turned out to be a lipoma. There are two lumps in my left breast, close together - one is 45mm and the other 35mm - and also suspicious lymph node in my left armpit. The radiographer took needle biopsies of all 3 areas there and then, and graded them at level 4. 
I was taken to a private room and a nurse told me that the probability of it being cancer is more than 95%. She arranged a follow up appointment for Thursday with the surgical team for results and treatment plan. 
To say I'm shell shocked is an understatement. I'm 44 years old, single Mam to a 15 year old son and 10 year old daughter. I'm counting down the days to my appointment but this is literally the slowest and most agonising wait of my life. 
 

 

  • Hello Mrs McKnight,

    yes you have my sympathies.Waiting for confirmation of test results is a tough place to be. Most people on this site will know exactly what you mean. 
    There isn't a magic remedy for your anxieties but once you are clear what it is you are facing, then things begin to fall into place. To know the plan forward (whether it be cancer or something else) is a lot better than being left in the dark. A treatment plan gives you something to work with and gives you a way forward. 
     

    Try hard to deflect your worries by concentrating on other things. I KNOW how difficult that feels but it does help to some extent. Bypass Google which is in my view full of gooom and in fact isn't even always right!
     

    I hope you get good news on Thursday and I send you positive thoughts. I so do remember being where you are tonight. A year on I am feeling well and looking forward to when proper life can start over!!

     

    Go easy. 
    Kebb 

  • Hi Keb, 

    thank you for your kind and grounding words. I'm hoping for the best but steeling myself for the worst. I guess all we can do is take each day as it comes. Trying to focus on anything other than the impending appointment is proving difficult.
    I'm sorry to read you've been through similar, but glad you're feeling well now. 

    Warmest regards