Hi there ..

Your not alone ... I think most everyone who has been touched by cancer and comes through, constantly feel anxious ... Will it come back ... every lump or pain ... is it cancer ...

Well cancer sits on all our shoulders ... we never get free of it ... but cancer wants you to feel scared .. every day .. it wants to take over your every waking thought ... knock you down .. stop you living a life .. then it makes you a victim... always .. 

Yea when you think about we've all been through a nightmare rollercoaster journey ...  so it's going to leave scars .. it's going to make us more aware .. but by being aware , wer gonna get seen quicker .. so turning that around and sticking two fingers up to cancer...that may be a good thing ..and look how many covid has taken ... to stay safe , everyone would never get out of bed ... so you know .. you can do this ..

I know what I do, is acknolage my feelings .. say yep , that's o.k .. then I tell cancer it is not going to knock me down for long .. it took away a small part of my life with treatments ... I refuse it taking one more day ..  every day you lay down and let it win... your loosing a day in your life where you can grab every day as a bonus .. and can make good memories that will last for ever .. 

No one with cancer or healthy are promised tomorrow... anyone could go in the blink of an eye... so be kind to your self .. let yourself think those thoughts .. then push them where they deserve to be ... away ..so every day you "live" you will be sticking two fingers up to cancer... let's kick it's butt ..