I found out the week before last that I have breast cancer. I'm 35 and my mum had breast cancer and died less than 2 years ago. I get my biopsy results on Monday and I'll find out how bad it is and hopefully what the plan is going forward. I'm crappin it to say the least. I already know what happens after going through it all with my mum, I was there for her for all her appointments and chemo. All of my feelings about this are tangled up with the trauma of losing my mum. The appointments are the scariest things. I'm going through phases of being positive and planning for the worst. It took 7 weeks to get a hospital appointment after my gp appointment. And then I have to wait over a week to get my results.
