Considering stopping adjuvant chemo after 1st cycle

I've recently had my first cycle of adjuvant chemo for breast cancer. I had a mastectomy with clear margins but my onco score came back at 40. Was recommended chemo and I agreed. 
I however have a history of Bipolar - which has been under control for many years but I had quite a bad reaction to the Dexamethasone. This has frightened the life out of me and I would never agreed to take this stuff had I known it would place me in jeopardy like that. 
They either need to find an alternative that doesn't affect me like that or I'm inclined to stop the chemo and take my chances with Tamoxifen. 
I don't say this lightly though - it's taken many years to establish equilibrium and maintain a life free from bipolar. Bipolar is more destructive than any amount of cancer - especially for the people you love. 
Anyone else had a similar problem? 

  • Hello Sibonnett, 

    I am so sorry to hear about the bad reactions you had to dexamethasone. I can understand why this was a scary experience for you. I think it would be a good idea to talk to your specialist about possible alternatives they could offer you that would not affect you like that. Whatever you are tempted to do, it is essential to talk to your medical team about it and see whether they have any suggestions for you. Do mention to them that this treatment had a very bad effect on you and that you do not wish to have these issues again. I hope that they will have a suitable alternative for you! 

    Best wishes, 

    Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator