Hi everyone, I hope this finds you all safe and well!
On Thursday night I found quite a large lump on the left side on my left boob...got up Friday and made and phoned the doctors, they had me in to see them at 11.45am, where I had a thorough breast examination....she found it straight away and said she feels positive that the lump is really mobile...even though she told me that a cyst is usually so smooth lole a marble....she said mine is smooth but does have a bit of cragginess....
So she fast tracked me to the Breast clinic and said I will have a mammogram, probably an ultrasound as I'm 42? And if they need more then a biopsy too.
I'm trying to be strong, but I am absolutely terrified and cant stop thinking they will tell me I'm going to die.....I'm scared to leave my 6 and 9 year old boys and my husband.....
I just want to cry and not stop but I cant let the kids worry (I have told them) I just love them with everything I have.
Also I'm scared about this pain I've had in my hip and thigh....I'm pretty sure it's because I've put loads of weight on during lockdown....still I cant stop worrying.
Thanks for listening
Denise xxxx
