Hi Shayde 6 years ago i had 7 sessions of FLOT it gave me 6 years of cancer free in the middle of it I had major surgery to remove oesophagus . Unfortunately the cancer has returned and it aggressive this time and is terminal 

Oh I'm so sorry to hear that. This is the suckiest disease ever and the outcomes are just so random and unfair. Hugs Bud (not that that helps much but I'm still new here so don't have the right words yet) What's acceptable and what's just blah blah kind of thing, you know!? Sorry, 1st cycle yesterday so head just getting back to (my) normal and words are never my best quality. X

You need to think positive and cancer can bog off . You got a family to support you like me so please think positive and let them do whatever its a bar tead cancer xxx

I promise I'm doing my best. It's hard to feel sick when you don't feel any different though, anyway. I suppose this group is one of the few that can understand that. The salad for the rabbits bit me this morning (straight out the fridge...it was weird I honestly thought the cabbage was prickly) so I guess my fingers are going to play up today now LOL Take care buddy Xx

Wow you need to be careful are you on blood thinners . Luckily I am not this time round . I am waiting for my chemo to start been here since 8.00am bored though xxx

Well had my 3 cycle of chemmotherapy yesterday seem ok just feel tired out so jot 36° yesterday factor fifty all over ecposed bits got to do some shopping soon catch up later 

Had my chemo eventually came home with pump fitted to arm had thst taken off today . Om Monday this week went to Maggies to get some information about ehat I can claim. Need this form to signed by doctor which havent done yet they are so busy  . It will be done asap though

Again sorry I wasn't here. I'm not normally so flaky. I'm so sorry you're going through all this again. Hated that pump but I guess it's a necessary evil we must endure. I had a problem getting a telephone appointment yesterday at my Gp's.... Desk Sergeant told me to ring 111 (for uncrontrollable wind LOL hubby just said to her have you had cancer or chemo?...Next minute put through to the clinical team They were SUPER sweet and gave me my own direct number to THEM saying "This will save you the rigmarole at the desk!!" Then the told DR what I wanted and the Dr rang me back and I'm getting what I wanted on repeat prescription LIKE I ASKED IN THE FIRST PLACE LOL. ( I don't take things easily LOL) Good luck with your GP and I hope you can still have some fun somehow. Hopefully I'm better prepared for Round 2 so I'll try and pop in more often. XX

Quick question if you don't mind me asking. Why did you get a pump are you still getting FLOT?