SO sorry you feel that way ... but trust me your not ... there's lots that come on here that feel that way ... even I did at the start , though I have a big close family , I felt at the time I had no one that actually knew the feelings I was going through ... so I came on here, and slowly by opening up to my feelings found others who knew because they've been there ... and like the saying goes... got the tea shirt ...
I've been on here about 3 years now ... and stay to chat to people like you who feel alone or lost on this journey...
There's others here to who will help you through ... we can't take it away but we do understand .. so when you feel ready ... tell us a bit more ... and I bet you'll feel better just getting those feelings out ... you've made a huge start ... it's only by reaching out, others know you need help ... there's other places to help to ... but untill we know your feelings , it's hard to direct you to those ..,
Sending you a vertual hug.... hold on in there ... Chrissie x
