It's bonkers I've a great friend who has beat cancer and one friend who ignored it and unfortunately didn't.  I'm naturally a positive person but when the Dr said it looks ok and I said for me this isn't normal I felt totally defeated.  I've had s crap year after loosing mum in April and having to deal with the estate etc and it's in the back of my mind that I'm looking for a negative just to carry on the doom and gloom. Now I sound totally nutty soryy. 

Hi Bumble, 

I'm in the same position as you. I had my breast appointment for an indent on my left breast on Thursday. I also lost my mum in January after a 2 year battle with pancreatic cancer.

Like the lovely moon puddle said, the waiting is the worst, but you've done the right thing by checking it checked. Good luck for your appointment.

Rachael x

And you. Sorry to hear about your mum. X I hope that we all have good outcomes from our appointments. I'm struggling because this is something  I'd want to share with my mum but I can't. Positive vibes and friendships abound xx the waiting is the worst. Neither my family or my husband's have luckily not been touched with the C word so its hard even talking to him about it. Xx

Let's make a pact ladies that we will throw whatever crap we get back in its face. We have all had a *** year but !!! We women are strong especially if we stand together. Xx

I completely understand Bumble, I feel the same, I just wanted my Mum after my appointment. I don't have any sisters but I do have 2 amazing sister in laws.

Keeping my fingers crossed for good results for us both. 

Rachael xx

Rachael my fingers  are crossed for us all. I've only my daughter's whom I've said nothing to just yet in the UK as my sisters are in Malta and NZ . I've a bestie who knows and has gone through the BC thing !! But I just feel like a hypochondriac.... not something else. It's that that is messing with my head. Do I just want attention?? Nutty aren't I or just not wanting to think about the pissibilities

Morning 

Hi back. Xx