Hey! I'm 32 years old and 2 years ago a 'mass' was found to be between my uterus and my bladder.

in that time I moved house so appointments got muddled up and then we went into lockdown so my rescan was cancelled. 
 

I had another scan on the 17th August where I was told briefly I have a cyst on my right ovary.

the sonographer asked me if my periods were regular and when I told her they have been all over the place for the past 6-8 months and that I was then 9 days late she just said 'mmmmm' 

she told me I would need to be referred to the gynaecologist becuase of her findings and that was that.

Anyway over the weekend I recieved a letter from the head of gynae who said she had my results to hand and my mass was still there and they were unsure on where it was coming from. She said I needed to have a CA125 blood test to test for tumor markers.
 

I had this done today as they got me in at the hospital straight away and I am absolutely petrified!! 
 

I have constant bloating, constant pain in what feels like my left ovary (even though the sonographer said my left one was clear) and the pain radiates down my leg. My period still hasn't turned up this month and I am fearing the worst. 
 

Iv been told not to worry by friends and family and they are sure i will fine but I can't help thinking and almost mentally preparing myself for the worst. 
 

this time now waiting for my results is going to be awful I know it. The letter said I would need to speak to my named consultant when they get the results and to talk about the treatment. 

i almost feel like they already know it's cancer and have ordered the bloods to confirm it. 
 

im not sure why I'm writing on here I'm just soo scared. I have 4 kiddies and a husband it's terrifying me