I just wanted to post on here about a lump that was im my left breast.
Just before my 37th birthday while checking my breasts i thought there were a few lumps and bumps in my left i was unsure and went to my gp, she checked and said she thought it was ok but felt something she wanted checked by a breast cancer specialist to was referring me to the hospital.
The 2 week wait began... i was besides myself and was reading all different forums and every scenario i was convinced was me and that things were going to be bad, i couldnt sleep or think straight, i ended up booking a private consuktation which cost £80 but I just wanted to .. i needed to get the check done asap, i was told it was ok and nothing to be worried about, i just broke down into tears as i had hyped and built myself up that i was going to be guven the worse news.... i just had to post this as the comfort i found from people kind words and just the love, support, compassion and comfort that everyone shared towards each other on here was so amazing and it did make me
think even if it was bad i knew after reading this forum that there were people.. an army of people who were helping each other...it is incredible...
i felt it was only right i posted to just say... if you ever have a scare please please take deep breaths and know that things can be ok.. its not always what we build up in our heads.. i know its easy to say now...
but i just had to share this.. because i hope it brings some hope and comfort to anyone who is waiting for an appointment...
my grandmother dies of breast cancer .. my aunty had breast cancer in her late 30's... i was finding i had pain.. dents in my nipple.. i was so so terrified ... but i think i just lost all my prospective and went to full negative panic mode... but thank everyone above looking over me that i was given the clear from anything really bad, i wish every single person fighting this horrible disease every bit of strength and i send you all my stength to help you fight... you are incredible people and your journeys and experiences are unimaginable to those who are not fighting that but you are brave super heros that are being sent ao much love and strength, i sincerely send you all so much love, peach and hope.
It has really made me value things more and love the people next to me that but harder.. i know i was so lucky and forunate to be ok, i just wanted to share this with the forum for anyone waiting in an appointment, deep breaths and please know things can be ok even if it feels like
you have so many symtoms or signs.. it can be ok.
I send love and peace to everyone
x
