my heart is so broken I am lost and cannot believe. 20th july 1.18  last year my world ended when my wonderful husband Leslie.   2010 it all started when Leslie had his kidney removed  we was told they had got it all. They kept a very close eye on Leslie with scans and check ups. In 2012 it came back in his lung which was removed we was told they had got all. In 2013 Leslie had to a new hip and the bone was removed from his hip to his knee it had been eaten away. He was in so much pain but he carried on bless his heart. Everything was okay Leslie was doing so well with his chemo tables. He was in pain but as always he carried on. Then the chemo tablets made Leslie so ill they gave him two days to live. But Leslie was a fighter and proved them wrong. Then it came back in his lung Leslie was started on chemo again this time through a drip. Leslie was always so grateful to the hospital nurses doctors and his consultant for all they were doing for him. He was always thanking them. Leslie became very ill again with the chemo and it was stopped again. But Leslie's fantastic consultant came up with more treatment chemo tablets. All was going well. Then Leslie was rushed into hospital with sepsis. We was told Leslie would not make it again Leslie proved them wrong. He came home fighting again only. Less the 2 weeks later he was rushed in hospital again with sepsis. We was told again he would not make it. But we know Leslie would and he did. He was a fighter and there was no way he was going anywhere. He was in loads of pain. He was up doctors every two weeks and in between the hospital for check ups appointments and for Leslie chemo tablets. Everyone was so kind to us so helpful. And they cared so much for Leslie in January last year he came diabetic and had to have insulin morning and evening with finger picks 4 time a day it took ages to get it right. Don't think we really did as it was mostly high. They said it was to do with Leslie's illness and all the painkiller he was on.  Our lovely nurse who came out to see Leslie was so so caring. She cared about both of us and always made us feel at ease. On 21st of June last year was our eldest granddaughters prom.  Which Leslie so wanted to go see her all dressed up. He was so proud of her. He couldn't make it.    so as a surprise she came to Leslie. He was so proud we got some lovely pictures  that was at 7.30.  At 11.30 leslie was rushed into hospital. He was so poorly but leslie was a fighter we knew he would prove them wrong what ever they said. After 3 days of being in hospital we was told there was nothing else they could do for leslie. Didn't believe it knew Leslie would fight it. They wouldn't let leslie go home without a care package in place. It was leslie birthday on July 4th they promised to have us home for. On the 3th of July our grandson was born in same hospital. Our daughter in law brought baby down to meet his grandad. Leslie had pictures took with baby Denver. and on leslie birthday the hospital went out of their way to get leslie home for his birthday.  Leslie's 60th we got home just after 1 which we was so grateful for the hospital and everyone was so so kind.leslie had the home care. I managed to look after leslie all the time.  But when he came home from hospital this they said I would need help. Leslie seem bright fighting as alway we knew he would prove them wrong. Wouldn't believe anything was going to happen to leslie so many time we had been told. And everytime he proved them wrong 16 days after leslie birthday.   Still cannot believe it. It's so hard. Just so heart broken