New: Just found out

Hello.

A bit about my story i had a smear in jan 2020 and results came back abnormal, i had a loop to remove pre-cancer cells in febury. i was told everything was removed and i got all clear. However i had a letter from the hospital and i have to get another check up. With the Covidv19 i called the hosptal to see if the appoiment was still going ahead. I was told i would have a phone appoitment.In my head im thinking it was just a chat about how im feeling since the loop sucha s pain, bleeding etc. I have had no pain no bleesding and feel absultly fine.

I was so far from wrong the call was to tell me i have to have a nother surgery as i have stage 1 A1 cancer and it has to be removed. I am in totoal shock to hear i had the all clear to being on stage 1. I started to shake and i didnt take it in what the Doctor was saying to the point i had to call them back to ask for them to write it all down as i need to see it in writing for me to take it in. 

I understand other people are worse than me and stage 1 A1 is only small but my mind is all over the place. Anyone been through the same  or mixed results ?

Tina 

  • This must have been a real shock for you when you thought all was well.  I'm not a nurse or doctor but stage 1 is the lowest staging so that is a good start.  I think a Moderator will help you more as they have more information.  You can always call one 9f the nurses on this forum and ask them.  Try not to panic, I've learned it gets you nowhere but gives you more stress, don't Google either, it makes things worse.  Sending you my best wishes for a speedy recovery.  Carol x 

  •  hello Carol

    Thank you for reply, It has sunk in a bit now and i have told my family so we have all been talking on the phone and as much as i try not to google i did. The covid19 is not helping in this situation at all, all i want is a hug from my famly and to go round their house for comfort but we cant and i think my mind is over thinking. I have a son and keeps asking why im upset which i dont want to say has he has Autisum and epileptic definetly do not want to stress him out. 

    Ive decided to just wait for my letter and go from there. Tina x