Scared

Hi all 

new to this just waiting on starting my treatment

i have been told I need to have 12 weeks of 6 lots of chemotherapy I have signed all my forms and just waiting 

for a date. I am having a pet scan too to check although I have been told it's not spread from my mri and my two ct scanS

 

please help me feel better than I do I am so scared 

 

much love 

  • Hi there ..

    And welcome to our little club ... and don't worry, we were all scared .. it's so so scary waiting for things to start .. but I don't know anyone who wasn't... 

    It's a bit like a scary rollercoaster ride... we jump on and don't know when it will stop .. with highs and lows along the way .. I had my total right masectomy in July 2017 ...  with a grade 3 breast lump .. thought my number was up ..

    But you know after you get those feelings out, I'll send you a pair of pink vertual boxing gloves... you get them on and join us all in the ring... cancer wants you weak and giving in... well it's got another thing comming .. your brave , when your scared witless but you do it any way... that's brave .. and there's always a friendly ear and a hand to hold along the way ..  I'll tag @Marlyn  she's had a huge cancer chemo rollercoaster and has come out the other side .. she even helped others on here when she was going through her chemo .. I'm sure if she pops on she'll chat too .. my granddaughter who's just 18 is just starting her second round of chemo today .. 

    So sending a big vertual hug ... Chrissie... xx