Feeling really scared worried

Rang gp bloods found out referring me cancer screening treatment in his voice it told me that's it confirmed 

not sure what stage I'm at how the hell do I address this Fsmily Charity I run I told me ex partner and a Carer and one close friend not my Fsmily as yet 

awaiting the letter to go to hospital is agony every day I'll be looking at that door then now virus us around I'm so T risk ! I have 6 other chronic conditionsy dad had bowel cancer passed away . Can't leave my g children  

 

it's braking my heart 

  • Hi there ...

    Your not alone Barney... everyone here has either got cancer or someone close with it ... we know the scary wait .. the rollercoaster of emotion we go through ... we've all earned the tee shirt... 

    There's no easy way through .. but we all try to reach out to others ... the thing I've learned is take each day as it comes... one problem at a time ... no what ifs... it's o.k to have those emotions ... but cancer wants you to lay down and never get up... so we all try to get up, look it in the eye, and do what we have to do ... being brave is being scared witless but you do it any way...

    Just reach out here .. Chrissie x