Hi I'm Toni not so good on the web giving it ago ,feeling really poorly,I'm awaiting an appointment for urgent endoscopy,have had stomach problem since December ,has got worse over the last three weeks including abdomen pain which they treated as a water infection and continued to do so,have finished all antibiotics and there's no infection but still uncomfortable there,had an ultrasound on the abdomen nothing worrying seen have also been urgent refer to urology to investigate this on going problem,had a tumour on ovary 9 years ago and stayed under ontology team for five years had complete hysterectomy and stomach muscle removed then,since stomach problem has started very scared can't eat a lot not sleeping too good ,generally feeling poorly ,very scared feeling so alone,even though I'm waiting for a diagnosis I no it's not going to be fine,the way my body is looking ,lost over a stone in weight in two months,just look like body is disappearing,eating isn't easy ,sleeping is terrible,night times are so hard and feel so alone ,aches and pains everywhere,keep feeling like calling an ambulance because I feel so unwell,or feeling like I want to walk out the door and not come back omg,just don't feel strong and not coping.