Hi I'm Tracey.I'm 47 years of age,I lost my Mum to cancer when I was 19,and she was 37! Having lived 10 yrs more than she did and still actually feeling as lost and bewildered as I did when I was a teenager I can imagine how hard it was for her as at the time for me being 37 she was an actual adult and I guess had everything worked and she must have felt like an adult when in reality she must have felt exactly like I am now,sitting here and I'm 10 years older than she ever got to see, and I know now that age means nothing. Being older doesn't mean that we actually feel older,we just look like it lol.. I've also lost Aunts and my Grandad on my mum's side,so I do worry.