Hey NT2487,

First thing: focus on the fact you are now on a pathway where things are being dealt with. Like, fast.

You're naturally going to think the worst outcome, that's protective human nature, but woah Nelly.....you can only deal with what you know, you can only live in the moment. Surround yourself with nice people, things, and experiences. Rest assured that if anything comes of it, it will be dealt with swiftly, and you will have support. 

I understand it's a surreal and freaked out time, and you're a young woman with expectations of a long, healthy life, and suddenly your world's tilting upside down. The waiting is difficult, it makes you feel sick and anxious. Do not Google. That will just make you more anxious. On the day you get your results, you will feel a bit more in control, whatever the outcome, as the next step will become clearer.

Let us know how you get on. Everyone is cheering you on.

Bev xx