Hi this is my first post.
I have an appointment tomorrow for a mammogram, ultrasound etc. I've been referred with a lump in one breast which I found, and dimpling with orange peel type skin which the gp found. I've been to the clinic a few years ago and I was very lucky that the lump then was put down to age. Also it means I know what to expect tomorrow.
However this lump feels different and the dimpling etc looks very similar to pictures of inflammatory breast cancer. I've kept busy and very positive for the last week whilst waiting, but tonight its all getting a bit real. I live alone and I have no savings and just dont know how I'll cope if i need treatment. I haven't really allowed myself to think about it until now.
I guess I just wanted to say hello so if I do get some bad news tomorrow or in subsequent weeks I've made contact already. I've been reading your stories on here and am struck and touched by the support you offer each other. I hope that I am also able to be useful to someone in the future whatever my outcome tomorrow.
Thank you for listening :)
