Severe health anxiety and cancer worries

Dear all,

It is interesting to read all these posts and realise I am not alone.  I am so scared of being diagnosed with something terminal and not seeing my two boys grow up.  Like others of you, I scrutinise and Google every ache, twinge, pain etc to the point it is beginning to impact upon my enjoyment of 'life'. I hate the impact it is having and know that the worrying will make things worse but I am unsure how to get out of this cycle.  

I think it links back to a few years ago when I lost my grandparents within a month of each other and I went to see them in hospital. I myself also had a 2ww referral for my Liver last year which fortunately turned put to be a hemangioma.

Chinchops76

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  • thankfully not fiagnosed with any cancers yet, but anxiety has me absolutely convinced that i have leukemia and that i am dying lol. incredibly frustrating as  i find a lot of the symptoms i experience with anxiety line up with symptoms of leukemia so it's like i'm living in constant fear of my own fear...... going back into lockdown so i doubt i'll be seeing any doctors about this soon and won't be able to talk to anyone until january. need to stop googling my symptoms !!!

  • I am 54 years old I also suffer with severe health anxiety and it is ruling my life I want to be happy but when I am happy I think something is wrong I have convinced my self I have cancer but all tests are negative can any one advise

  • Hello folks. I'm brand new to anything online other than shopping and researching (including my health worries) so nervous of posting but here goes. I feel the same. I have just admitted to my partner my own health anxieties. He knew anyway but I have told him in a bit of an argument the overwhelming panick I have when I find anything or any ache pain. I'm 48 so obviously started with a bit of stiffness and the like but any consistent pain for more than a day consumes my every waking thought so enjoying our rare time off work together is really effected. It's not just health I worry about but that of my children too. They are older, 19 and 22, but the worry is even more than when they were little. I am pretty good at hiding it from them as I don't want to effect them. I can pin point the day when my naturally worrying nature took a nose dive. I work for the Ambulance service  and had a teenager same age as my daughter at the time. She had stage 4 bone cancer and we took her on her final admission to hospital. Awful. Her mum was amazing. My partner does same job, so I do have a sounding board however,  I think I am going to refer myself through work for counselling. I am not happy to read many of you in a similar position but it does help to know I'm not on my own. I also talk too much so apologies for long post. X

  • Good to hear from you and welcome. Yes I do gets very anxious about my health. I am 54 and may be due to the menopause I am trying to stay positive 

  • Hey I am worried all the time driving myself mad with my pains I think I am dieing of cancer but I am a 53 year old woman going though menapause xx

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