Hi all,
it was confirmed yesterday that I have anal squamous cell cancer and have been advised to have radiotherapy and a stoma fitted. To cut a long story short, I was having tests back in August, then had a colonoscopy abandoned due to pain. I was then left until yesterday, 4 months to have a biopsy and examination under anaesthetic. I was then told the news. I don't know what to do ? I am in limbo, part of me wants to end it all and I'm so scared and I absolutely hate pain and medical procedures and hospital. Someone please help
