My grandad has had cancer for a while..
Untill very recently has it become so bad that he cant walk and barley talk.
Hes stuck in bed.
Hes such a strong proud masculine man and to see him confined to one place really knocked me back.
I have been so strong for him but for the first time in this long journey ive literally been unconsolable.
Im severly depressed and so over whelmed.
Selfish i sound i know
I have no one to talk to because i dont want to burden anyone.
Is this a normal way to feel when watching someome you adore go through this.
