this is my first post 

so I went to the doctors last Monday just for a contraceptive pill check up to discover my BP to be massively high........ and when I mentioned some lower tummy pain and bloating ......he had a feel and immediately referred me for a pelvic scan..... which is tomorrow!,,  I can’t sleep .... I’m googling everything I can and convincing myself it’s the big C ...... sorry if I’m sounding pathetic