Hi everybody I've been reading posts for weeks n weeks now n can see a lot of people in similar situations to mine some lady's with who afta an agonising wait have been given great need and also some lady's who haven't been given the best of news. But which ever news you've received I just see posts full of positivity and helping each other out, I send you all masses of love ️ 

I'm  a 38 year old female with PCSO syndrome I've had it for many years. and last year I was having abnormal bleeding n lots of discharge n was due my smear, I had my 1st one which came back inconclusive so had a wait for cells to grow back for it to be repeated this came back with HPV and low grade dyskarysosis  resulting in needing a colposcopy thank fully everything seemed fine and I will have this repeated again come January. 
 

How ever afta this a few months lata I became extremely unwell in the March and ended up being admitted with a huge right turbo abcess I was in hospital for 2 weeks as it took them quite a while to figure out exactly what the problem was. Since then I've had large blood filled cysts in my right ovaries. Since being treated for the abcess the constant bleeding and watery bloody discharge has continued and the pain in my right side can be so intense it generates to my hip and my right lower back. Afta going back and forth to the gp and the gyne unit they did another transvaginal scan and I was told my edometrial lining is far to thick and I'd need to be referred for a hysteroscopy. 
 

I waited a while for the app but I've eventually had this done a week ago now although it wasn't pleasant I managed to be able to bare it awake and the doctor managed to scrape so much thickening away and removed some polyps also. And now I'm awaiting the biopsy results,  I haven't really given much thought to it as I've read so much of people panicking and making them selfs unwell and then having the all clear after an agonising wait, that I didn't want to get my self worked up. 
 

I was never told how thick my lining was how ever I've received a letter today telling me that it was 19mm thick and it's just really unnerved me... I've been remaining so positive but that letter today and all just what's been happening these past 12 months has finally hit me and I can't help think what if... Im just feeling really over whelmed from the bad smears n now to all of this with the edometrial thickening. I really hope I won't have to be waiting much longer for my results from the biopsy.

Has anybody else been in a similar position to my with the smears then this? Resulting in either outcome positive or not so positive? I know you shouldn't think about outcomes untill you've faced with them, but it's very hard not to. 
 

thanks so much for reading Racheal