I think I can deal with what might be coming my way physically, but mentally is harder. I’ve been blessed by having good health, a good life, good looks and I thought I was immortal. I’ll get my head round it and I didn’t think I was actually this shallow. I hope a poor result will be positive in a way. Has anyone else been shocked? I feel like I’ll be embarrassed by how I look, though when I’m in it I know I’ll feel differently. I’ve had a BCC, which is a bit of a cheat. Any tips on how to make the mental leap necessary? Sorry, bit wordy. Late in the evening.