Hi , I'm not quite sure why I am writing on here, or shud I say what I'm hoping for . I am just driving myself into a very dark place at the minute . I dnt want to offend anyone as I have not been diagnosed with cancer ... yet ! I have lost alot off weight in a short space off time .. 6 pounds this week . I was 13.5 kg yesterday . About 2 months ago I was alot heavier .closer to 15 stone, I havnt tried loosing this weight , it has just happened . Iv been to gp 3 times in last 2 week , they've been on the ball to be fair , took bloods n sent me for a chest x ray the first visit. Witch both seem good , apart from liver function , witch still isnt bad but needs keeping an eye on . I'm going back to have bloods done next week to check for celiac desease , I have convinced myself something isnt right , the weightloss is so significant , despite the doctor saying going on all the things they have done he is sure nothing sinister is going on Something would off shown up ,Surely I cant loose this weight thru stress n getting worked up ... obviously google doesn't help, i have constantly been looking at signs n symptoms off all cancers n relating them to myself, n seem to have settled on pancreatic cancer as it isnt easily detected n I have symptoms such as bloateddness n floating stools . My mind just wont stop , I cant sleep properly. Me and my partner have just bought our first home this year , n our boy is 1 in october . N I cant stop thinking that I wnt see my boy grow up and how will my partner cope financially . She tells me I am overthinking this n letting it take over my life , she is right ! But icant stop . I dnt no what I need but thought writing on here myt give me something to help . Thanks for reading
