Hi there ...

So so sorry your going through this heartbraking time at the moment... your heart must be braking ...

But all I'd say, as someone with cancer is, scream / yell and cuss ... get it all out ... then step up to these last month's and make every day count with her ... 

My mum died suddenly from a heart attack and had no chance to even say those things like I was so proud to be her daughter...  if I'd only had a little time to say those things ... hold her once more .. but she was taken with no warning ...

You have that chance I never had... leave nothing unsaid ... find out if theres anything she'd like to do in these months .. or go .. or see ... take every day with her as a day to make these last month's packed with a lifetime of memories... yes it'll be the hardest thing you'll ever do .. but you will be proud you did ...

None of us with or without cancer know if we'll get tomorrow... but living in the day is how I do it ...  sending you a vertual hug...cancer wants to make these last month's as sad as possible ... leave you only painfull memories ... stick two fingers up to cancer and don't let it take away this time .... Chrissie