I'm so sorry to hear about your husband. I know there's not much I can say to help but I just wanted to offer my sincere condolences.
Hopefully some others here will be along soon to share experiences and to offer further support as I know there are others here who have gone through or are going through something similar.
I'm sure everything is feeling uncertain and incredibly tough at the moment. There are resources available for support should you wish to use them - there is some further information here and also at this website.
Please do use this forum as place to talk through any feelings, if you'd like to - it's a very supportive community of people.
