I found a large lump right breast about 3 yrs ago. After examination found it was a large cyst and another one behind it so had them aspirated. I had more in there but they were small. 2 yes later another one appeared which turned out to be 2 again so had the same thing done. There are still more in there. Although I had news which most women pray for wen they find a breast lump the psychological effect it has had on me has been huge. I'm now in a very deep hole I feel I cannot get out of through utter fear. My grandma died of breast cancer at my age and every twinge or feeling I get scares me to the point where I can't touch my breasts or even look at them. It makes me feel physically sick if my husband tries to go near them and its getting worse. My doctors wen I ask for more information on them are vague and its having a massive effect on my life. I've never been so scared but I feel I'm not living I'm just existing and not only is this not fair on me but it certainly isn't fair on my husband