My mam is 80yrs old. She has got bowel cancer. Stage 3. We made ( the family) the heartbreaking decision to bring her home from hospital 3 weeks ago has the option for surgery was just to risky. She is home, in her own familiar surroundings now, and we are doing all we can to keep her comfortable. I would love some advice on the problem I have. My own family holiday is next week. I feel guilty and torn thinking about going. I’ve spoke to my mam and dad and they have both told me to go. Along with every family memeber I’ve told. My holiday is to Greece for 10 days. With my wife and 2 kids. Aged 6 & 8. Could someone please help me make a decision. No doctor or nurse can tell me how long my mam has left. I have 5 brothers and 2 sisters. Me being the youngest. She is never on her own, but I just feel  so torn. Any advice would be much appreciated thank you x