i know I have a cheek posting and I’ve cried my eyes out at some of the posts here. Some of you guys are just so brave. I can’t sleep yet. I have been worrying myself sick since last week and planning my bloody funeral. I found a small lump last Monday, I went the GP and she referred me to the breast clinic. She didn’t mention cancer but it’s on my mind constantly. Today has been a bad day I’ve cried all day. I’m trying to keep it together but I can’t. I rang the breast clinic today and I’m not even on the list it’s been a week and they haven’t referred me yet! I’m not strong I dunno what to do with myself. My friend died only three years ago and that’s broken my heart, she had stage 4 cancer. Ever since that I’ve been worried sick too. I’m so sorry I just thought I need to write this down. My hubby has got me a private appointment where we have to pay but the results are on the same day and it’s due next Wednesday. What can I do til then guys? Can anyone help me?
