My name is Mollie 08 I feel so alone my husband of 54 years is terminally ill with copd and lung cancer.He can't have any invasive  treatment so we have to deal with what ever hits us on a daily basis.He has took to his bed because he feels more comfortable, at least  he  can breath better. We had great hopes for the future when we both retired, that was 7 years ago, but this past year has been the hardest year of our lives.I know from reading different  post there are a lot of people who are suffering my heart goes out to each and every one of you. Every day for the last week my husband has had an exasperation it takes a little bit more of him every day.I really fear for the end and don't know how I will cope without  my soul mate.  Mollie08