In remission from stage 4 cancer I fell ill 2017 and still today not right I am regastard with sum groups but I have been 2 them all am 38 year old man I put my family through some horrible situations as resulted in me having 2 move out our family home which still coming 2 terms with people tell u 2 think positive easier said than done everyday I wake up everything fine for a few seconds then the fear comes back it will ever go away and it just seems 2 be av ran out of help
