Hi,
my dad has recently told me he has Oesophageal cancer. I think he was diagnosed just before Christmas 2018, but didn’t want to tell me as he didn’t want to upset me. He isn’t having chemo and it is inoperable. I have seen him twice these past two weeks and he is so skinny, he is still eating but very little! I don’t think he has very long left but I think he is in denial. I am really struggling to get my head around it, he lives 2 hrs away from me so I am trying to get there every weekend, but every time I leave I am so worried it will be the last time I see him. He is visiting a hospice a few times a week.
after writing all of this I don’t really know what I’m asking or wanting from people but I just feel I need to speak to people in a similar situation, I’m very close to my mum and sister but they don’t have anything to do with my dad so i feel very alone.
Thanks for listening to me ramble on
