Hi I’m new on here, this is not something I’m used to doing, but here goes. My partner was diagnosed with chronic myeloid leukaemia (cml) 4years ago and has been responding well to treatment. Everything was great until today. The doctors have now found a mass in his stomach. We won’t know the outcome until tomorrow, hopefully it won’t be cancer but I don’t know if I’m strong enough to go through this again. I feel that every time things are going well,I get knocked back down again I have kept it together for so long for my partner and the children and it scares me to think that if does turn out to be worse case senario that I won’t be strong enough to do it all again. Can someone please help?