Hello elk_2002.  I have read both your posts; I am so sorry that you have lost your son - he must have been quite young.  .I would not be surprised if you were having difficulty in coping and the loss of weight you mention may relate to this.  Do you want to tell us about what happened to your son and whether you have other family and friends who could  be helping you?  Have you been to see your doctor about the problems you are going through?  Please do give us a bit more information and I know there are people here who will be happy to talk things through with you.  Annie