Hi
I lost my mum to lung cancer on 20th January . She was diagnosed on 3rd December and it has all been really quick and I feel empty and lost. My mum was supposed to have radiotherapy and immunotherapy and we trully believed we had 6 to 9 months with her not just weeks. I am a therapy radiographer and work in the cancer setting so I knew from very early on that mums diagnoses was bad but I still cannot accept how quickly she passed away. I was with her in the hospice when she passed away and it was peaceful and she had told me she was ready to go. I accept she is no longer suffering but wasnt ready to lose her. She was my rock and I feel devastated. I dont feel like anything has any meaning anymore and just want to sit on my own and cry. I am only several days on from the funeral so assume this is normal grief. I am scared as I feel my mental health is poor and not sure how I am going to get through. Luckily my family are great but I feel alone. Reading the posts on here is giving me some comfort but really feel isolated
Thanks for reading xx