Tough day for you today. I've just been there too.
Not sure how I did it but I did, it's quite remarkable what you can get through I've now realised. I found up to the funeral day I was busy and running on adrenaline and then the next day just felt very final.
Sending my best wishes to you and hoping you have support from family or friends.
Your heart will be broken and the pain is too much to bare at times but if it didn't hurt then you wouldn't love him as much as you do.
