Hi Lorna

Thanks so much for your kind words. I only had two nodes removed and clear but there is clearly a debate over a borderline tumour hence the Oncotype DX. My armpit is still uncomfy, feels sticky and sunburnt. Consultant thinks a nerve issue which can take 6-9 months. Excercise is helping - I got to week 3 and could finally lift it above my head though it still pulls.

I dread chemo but have accepted if it’s needed, it’s for the best reasons. Like you say the worst feeling is the thought I won’t be about for my kids. I’m 52 with a lot of living still to do! 

Your right about writing it down, it does help and gets the frustrations out! 

Glad to hear you are feeling fine (as can be) and I get the feeling **** off totally. 

Take care & we will get off this god awful ride stronger than we ever thought imaginable. Day at a time, that’s the best way. Love ️