My Mum and best friend lost her battle on the 30th May 2018. She had Lung cancer with secondry bone cancer. It all happened so quickly. I miss her so much. As time goes on it gets harder. There is so much i want to tell her, so much i realied on her for. I just want to hear, touch her, be with her. The world goes on but i cant. People around me seemed to have forgotten this massive life changing thing has happened and treat you as it happened ages ago and i want to scream 'ive lost my mum, im hurting,its early days for me'. Im really close to my Dad,sister and Brother but we are all holding in our emotions other so we don't upset each other. I just want my Mum.