name is Charlotte.  My son has not passed yet, but it's coming soon. He is my baby of 3 children and will turn 26 on Thursday.  I always play a strong part, but daily I am falling apart. He is so thin his once muscular frame of 215lbs now is that of a small child. His body and eyes are dark yellow.  He hurts and lays down now most of his days. He barely eats. It is all so heartbreaking I just want to fix him and I cant..... I wonder obsessively every day, how much time do we have left. Its so hard to sleep or rat. I feel guilty to do either because he is suffering so. I just hate this