I would like to say hello to all and wish you all the positivity goes out to every one of you, I do not have cancer, but it almost to it as my wonderful amazing mother died when I was 21 and I have a personality that is very strong and I can be stron know but when I watched her in so much pain she always smiled and never complains as she did not want to be or feelin anyway a burden,to anyone because I’ve just realised that I’m really like my mum,and always like to be happy even when I’m in a terrible state I want to strive to ooh on the bright side and your probably thinking that I don’t have that and I’m ok but I’m so scared about it i was told to have my ovaries out and still have to get a double mastectomy and I’m not sure I’m going to cope with that at all but anyway I lost my world and I’m 50 and she showed me to always stay positive and if you can smile then smile as you smiling may get others to be positive and smile back at you and I always smile even when I’m so low as this is how I’m made to be happy for all the people that need it take care EMMA