I am not going to troll you and no matter what your past is cancer doesn’t discriminate. Even people who have lived lives like a saint can get this horrible disease so don’t see it as some sort of punishment. But, I do understand totally as like you saw it as karma when I was first diagnosed. My life has been a rollercoaster and as a result my 8 year old lives with her dad now. I’ve been no angel in the past and although everything is fine now and her dad and me are on great times, been with my new partner 2.5 years and getting married next year, I still beat myself up everyday as to how I acted back then. We all do things we regret. I’ve now learned not to see this cancer as a form of teaching me a lesson, but a further test in life....a pretty massive one! It’s definitely put everything into perspective and made me realise what’s important. Just cooperate with treatment and be strong for your kids!!! You can do this!

candice x