I was told on my 40th birthday I had rare illness called 

which stop you from walking your nerves talking chocking my more thing too it 

I thought this big battle too do get better for my three children so I spent best part off month away from my children too try get myself walking again only too be told I need small op 

too which they found small cell cancer 

I had two battles on my hand as I wanted be around for my children as we just lost my aunty only 9 months early to same thing small cell cancer 

I’ve had chemotherapy lost my hair lost so much weight but I keep fighting 

last year just before my 41th birthday I was told I only had time left to I set out do my will funerals plans set money aside for my children collage plus I bought them home so they always got home 

I’ve got a. Ex but he will not help me in anyway he say am not I’ll enought for him help more which is heartbreaking but I get up every day  even when I know am in so much pain I get up sort my kids out cook clean di my best be mum I’ve never cried about all thing happen too my in last two years I’ve stayed so strong as my children need me I’ve been single mum that long 

I’ve never spoken people about how I feel as it got be so hard for my three children plus now my son had little girl I know in my heart that every day no matter now much it hurts I get up get moving stay stronge some day I do feel so ill can’t get out bed I tell my self am bad mother not get out bed for children 

thank you listen thank you letting me post my story my heart goes out each every one you battling cancer I know you super people keep going even when you feel world falling apart  much love too you. Once again thank you letting me get off my chest just little want I go throw  xx