Hello.
My daddy died last week of bowel cancer and I'm in so much pain. We have his funeral on Tuesday next week and I'm getting so anxious about it. Trying to take it day by day and I have two children to keep me going but my god the pain is immense. Dad's death wasn't expected as it was a complication of the tumour itself. I think we are all in shock. To add to this stress my sister is currently very unwell with a mental health condition and now I am freaking about her doing something stupid. She is stable at the moment but she is someone that can just flip a switch and change. Her husband is on about leaving her once we are all over the grief aswell which she isn't aware of. Whilst my dad was unwell my husband and I looked after my sister and I have a whole host of feelings about that now.
Thanks for letting me ramble.
Jill x