I received a letter from the hospital today with an appointment date to see my hematologist which I’ve been doing on & off for a year or so because my bone marrow is producing to many white blood cells & I have been taken aspirin to control it. The doctor said some time ago that when I turn 60 I will take a different medication to control my problem. To my shock in with the letter is 10 more pages Headed We are Macmillan Cancer support. Explaining all the side effects of tablet form chemotherapy & that I have leukaemia. I’m in total shock & disbelief that any of this wasn’t explained to me before plus receiving the letter on a Saturday I have no one to talk to. Well that’s a snippet of what’s going on in my life at the moment.