Oh my dear Sean Timmy; this is not how life was meant to be.  B....y cancer.  Tell us a bit about yourself.  Where are you being treated and have you got love and support from family and friends?  I hope you don't mind me asking these questions as I like to have a rounded picture of you, your likes and what you enjoyed before your illness, and your family.  I hope you can tolerate the chemo okay as it will perhaps give you some needed time to come to terms with what is happening.  I have cared for family and friends in their battles against cancer and there are lots of people here who have their own experiences with the vile beast cancer.  Compared to  me you are young and to have spent the last five years battling and then losing the fight is just so unfair.  So pleased you have come here to chat and looking forward to hearing from you again soon.  Annie