I have had a full hysterectomy for womb cancer recently, first stage and I am so lucky it hasn't spread any where else, so why do I feel so guilty that I am not over the moon about this. I also was diagnosed with diabetes and high blood pressure at the same time and hate having to take six tablets a day. My family don't understand why I am feeling so down, even though my husband recovered from cancer 12 years ago, I feel so scared, is this normal, I do know I am lucky after ready other people!es stories.
