Cancer my enemy since 2014, Abnormal adrenal gland symptom, Removed all is good yes?. No Stage IV Dx Cancer unknown Primary ok no problem i can deal with that, Fast forward to 2017 did Chemo ,.Radio etc but ok not too bad , Feb 2017 removed my left Kidney and in Intensive care not well at all, Mr Smith my Kidney Cancer Specialist informed me in May this year a one in three chance that the pipe from my Kidney to Bladder could be infected but feeling fine back at the Gym etc lifes good, I'm a Surviveyor..Seemingly not ...Bloods and scans in July all negative ..bladder cancer but they're not remotely concerned with this but three new tumors on my lungs one pretty large near my heart ..Meeting arranged so so, sorry I was told maybe a clinical trial i asked? Maybe i .was told but now since the removal of the kidney a little dubious, No trial simply End of life situation ....What do you do? ...Nothing you get on with things as best you can, Four weeks ago I had flu and found i was not walking straight infected eardrums surely ....My Onc ordered a brain scan ...Abnormal so i went to make my cast for Radiotherapy.Last week to even type this has taken me ages ,I have no feeling in my right arm ...I have trouble connecting my hands and arm ( Right Arm) eating, writing etc ...One thing i do not want to know is " How Long " I have no intention watching the Calendar for whatever time i have left, .,..Looking back and feeling how i'm feeling today .i sincerely wished it had been over in Feb but we continue to fight.
