Hello everybody, I am new to the formum.  Been looking for a long time for a cancer support group, pretty much since www.planetcancer.org went belly up!  I am going to be celebrating my 41st birthday this November 2017 and it will also be the twenty-third year living with cancer.  Living with cancer this long I sometimes forget I even have it and it is easy to go into denial about how sick I really am.  Three years ago my cancer decieded to relocate from my pelvic area to my lungs and advance to Stage Four.  I have been keeping it mostly stable for the last three years but found out that it is growing again.  I have been very emotional and feel like a newely diagnose person all over again. Doctor is starting to make alot of noise about quality of life etc.  I have had a really good quality of life the last twenty-three years even with living with cancer and am now facing a deliema of moving forward with more treatment or changing my lifes goals. I can no longer live independently and have moved in with my sister.  I am scared but also feel like I am entering a new phase of my life and appriciate all the support I can get!

Thank you All