hello to everyone, i was told 3 weeks ago i have left breast cancer after having a lump examined. i had the mammogram scan and x ray all showed up suspicious lump, i then had needle biopsy. I went away retuned a week later and yes was told that i have very nasty cells at work, hmmm ok so where too now.... friday 16 lumpectomy radiation at christies and hormone meds for 5 years. I was fortunate enough to have good friends who took me on holiday so at least i am tanned before i have surgery at least i look healthy even tho im not.... my mind frame is fighting negative thoughts and laughing at the thought of half a breast thats what i show to everyone else but i am sat here at home alone and tearfull at the possible outcome. i already have 2 autoimmune dieseases and wonder where will having breast cancer leave me for the future, but only here do i feel safe to express such fear. My absolute regard and comfort to all who are trying to deal with our personel issues. xx